It has been so long since i posted i am ashamed of myself. i am now so happy to be back posting. i have still been talking to Princess Sierra but i was not posting what She was taking from me. i have to send Princess $300 tomorrow and i just sent another $200 on pay-pal. What a thrill it is to give Princess my money. i still love how She has trained me to LOVE to give Her money. It makes my little wiener get excited. I swore to Princess years ago that i would never get excited to have Her take my money... How wrong i was! She told me then that She would train me quickly to love it! She deserves it. All us sissy boys should always send Princess money on a regular basis. Speaking of sissy-boys i am really jealous of wimp dick he has been giving Princess lots of money (more then me) and seems to be keeping Princess very amused. It is our duty as sissy boys to amuse Princess when we are lucky enough to talk to Her. wimp dick has been doing that a lot lately that picture of Princess wearing his ring sent me over the edge. i got very very weak when i saw it and immediately felt the need to be humiliated by Princess. einytienywieny has been telling me that i am so jealous of wimp dick that i am getting a crush on him. einytienywieny is telling me that i secretly want Princess to take advantage of wimp dick and myself at the same time. As two sissies together we can serve Princess even better. She can make us weaker and weaker and take even more advantage of us.

i have not posted in a long time. i was feeling sorry for myself because no one every reads or comments on my journal. i am writing anyways because i love PRINCESS so much. SHE just made me beg HER to take $375 from me. i just send $500 in Lowe's cards too. It is an honor and joy to have PRINCESS use me for money. i have not been useful enough for HER lately and pledge to do better job serving HER and HER friends. i will continue to take more pics and do a video soon. i am so weak for PRINCESS i need to make HER happy. SHE wants me to find a sissy-boyfriend to play with. i am looking now. Some one who will play dress up and other games with me. Maybe tea time or naked twister. SHE is going to run an add to help me find someone. Hopefully we will make videos and take pictures together so PRINCESS can put them on HER site. That will make HER more please with me and that is what i must do. It is all of our jobs to keep PRINCESS happy and pleased.

i have not been on in a long time but have been ordered by PRINCESS SIERRA and einytienywieny to get on here and share some of my new confessions. PRINCESS was kind enough to take $400 from me today. i had to beg HER to take it and she did. i still love when SHE takes my money. It makes me so excited and reinforces Princess's superiority over me.
When the day started i was feeling weak and einytienywieny knew it. he had me looking at PRINCESS'S new pics all day long. he also had me watching the ugly nerds video. he saw that i got turned on by the nerds long cock. he is ugly but he has a big dick. Much bigger then mine at least twice as long. It really humiliated me to feel like less of a man then the ugly nerd. He is much more of a man then me. i got dizzy and weak when i looked at the long dick. i needed to tell PRINCESS and einytienywieny knew it. He messaged PRINCESS and told HER i had a confession to make. So i called PRINCESS begged HER to take $400 and then confessed. i want to be the ugly nerds girlfriend. i will dress up in a little school girl outfit and hopefully he will too. we will look up each others dresses and play with each other. i will rub his big wiener and he can tickle my little one. i will have to suck him because he is much more manly then i am. Hopefully PRINCESS will make us meet each other in real life. SHE will have us as a steady couple to serve HER. we can play games together and dress up together for PRINCESS. Maybe we can play naked twister or spin the bottle and have to kiss each other while PRINCESS laughs at us (or throws up). We are two losers who may be able to serve PRINCESS even better as a couple. i know i am so tiny compared to the nerd. Hopefully that does not matter and he will still let me be his girlfriend.

einie tieny wieny did it to me again. he made me sit home all day today naked and on my knees watching videos of PRINCESS SIERRA and looking at HER pictures. Once i get all weak i have to call PRINCESS with my credit card in my mouth and beg HER to take $200 from me. Plus i am broke SHE spent $450 of my money on a corset. PRINCESS really likes einie tieny wieny he does a lot for HER. By the time PRINCESS talks to me i am already weak and feeble (more then normal)she then allows me to send money then does away with me and goes back to HER day. i hardly get any attention. But sissy losers like me do not deserve much anyway. PRINCESS is out to dinner with HER girlfriend and i am home alone watching HER old videos and looking at pictures. Getting myself worked up for more abuse. It is what i exist for. i have no friends or family to go out with so i sit and wait for PRINCESS. Which it is well worth the wait once i get to talk to HER.

The video and pictures are done. i hope PRINCESS likes them. i humiliated myself for HER as much as i could. i certainly can not sing. i did it all to be HER valentine. i doubt that it will work but maybe PRINCESS will just laugh at me and be happy. i hope all HER friends like it to. i am open for suggestions on how to improve the videos and pictures for next time. Thank you PRINCESS for making me humiliate myself for you. You are the greatest MASTER. And thank you for continuing to take my money.

i had the great honor of talking to Sierra's Stevie on line the other day. i finally got to talk to her via IM. She is so beautiful and smart like PRINCESS they both make me weak and helpless. i told Stevie that i was jealous of fat mac being her shopping bitch and that he always gets mentioned by her in her journals. i wanted to be like fat mac. The gorgeous one laughed at me and told me i had to start buying like fat mac then she would consider making me her shopping bitch. i begged and begged her to let me shop. She finally let me buy her some things. i had to buy warm ups but that was not enough. She made me buy her some boxing gloves and a punching bag. She told me she was going to put my picture on it, so she could punch me out. i was putty in her hands and gladly did so even though i do not want her to put my face on it. i hope i can continue to be her shopping bitch it is an honor that all slaves should try to reach. She is so pretty and smart just like PRINCESS, that is the only way for us to get any of their attention. i live to be humiliated and used by them. They are so great and superior that i can not put it into words. i hope Stevie will continue to use me,, please Ms. Stevie i am begging you in my journal to continue to take advantage of me. Your beauty and power is overwhelming.

i quickly accepted PRINCESS'S offer today to wear a new outfit for HER. SHE is going to post it for all to see. PRINCESS is going to mail me a new outfit and if i did not promise to pay HER $200 SHE was going to mail it with all kinds of sissy messages for fagarina on the outside of the envelope for my roommate to see. i am not home during the day to intercept the mail and PRINCESS knows my home address. i was more then happy to send $200 to the greatest mistress on the planet. PRINCESS is so beautiful SHE deserves to have all my money and i like giving it to HER. My purpose in life is to be humiliated by PRINCESS and HER friends so they can laugh at me for their own amusement. i also serve so PRINCESS she can post my pictures and show everyone what power SHE has over me and all HER other puppets. i have been serving PRINCESS for about 8 years now and it has been the best 8 years of my life. Being the property of PRINCESS SIERRA is an honor. i hope i can serve another 8 years. SHE has taken almost all my money and hopefully will continue to do so. i should live like a little broke sissy with no concern for myself only to serve the GREAT ONE. i realize that PRINCESS doesn't even care about us wimps but if i can continue to serve HER and be a little speck in HER life it is worth it. Although i have to admit no slave goes to the depths of desiree. he is the most loyal slave ever. That is one dedicated freak.

As if i was not messed up enough. Princess has developed another personality out of me. his name is eenie teeny wieny and he listens to PRINCESS even more then i do. PRINCESS tells him what to do then eenie teeny wieny makes me do whatever PRINCESS says. SHE says i was getting boring so that is why SHE developed eenie. Just the other night not only did i have to send PRINCESS my usual $200 after that SHE talked to eenie and he promised HER that i would also mail another $200 in cash and a $100 in gas cards the next day. Then yesterday SHE called me and demanded to talk to eenie. After talking to eenie i was told that i had to go buy another $200 in gas cards for PRINCES AND HER GIRLFRIEND. $100 for each. i also was told to go buy lipstick and a thank you card. i put the lipstick on and had to kiss the card for PRINCESS. i had to leave the lipstick on until i got home and wear it in the house. The neighbors were out but they were to far away to see thank god. i mailed the card today. PRINCESS likes eenie teeny wieny a lot better then me. SHE says he listens better and is more fun. i think we all know why SHE gave him that name it is because my wiener is so small it is pathetic. PRINCESS says it is the smallest of all HER slaves. But over the years SHE has really trained it to listen to HER. Every time SHE talks to it, it gets stiff and very obedient.

i finally mailed my $300 to PRINCESS but i knew it was a little late so i begged PRINCESS to make me send $200 more. SHE is so beautiful and i am such a loser its a pleasure to have HER take me money. It is why i work so hard and PRINCESS just takes more vacations. i am so weak compared to HER beauty and brains that i was born to serve HER we all know that. i am not a man i am HER property and possession for HER to do as SHE pleases with me. i live to be humiliated and used by PRINCESS. It is my sole purpose in life. i hope to even please HER friends Sierra's Stevie has not used me in a long time. Of the $500 i sent $100 was for PRINCESS'S girlfriend. Tonight i will be humiliated on cam for the both of them as they laugh at what a wimp i am for PRINCESS.